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I couldn't think of a witty title for todays blog, so it doesn't really have one. This isn't going to be one of my fun filled ranty entries, or one of my interesting PSAs or movie reviews. Today I'm just going to be getting a few things off of my chest. Sorry if this bores you, but meh.

I've been depressed recently, as my previous entry stated, and I also said that it was because my friends are moving away. I have a lot of friends moving away soon, and it really sucks. I'm going to miss them all, and it means that I will have fewer friends around town than I currently have, and I don't have many friends at the moment anyway. I'd rather they didn't leave, but I would never expect them to stay if they have better prospects elsewhere, and it's led me to thinking about my current prospects and where I am currently in life.
At the moment, I am 27, single, and working a shitty dead end job. I don't study, I have no degree and I have no interest in going to university. My relationship prospects are nil at the moment as well, every girl that I have shown interest in has not shown any interest in me, and I'm just getting sick of even trying.
As I also said previously, I'm thinking of moving away as well, it's just that there is a lot involved in moving towns. Last time, when I moved here, I didn't worry as much. I had somewhere to go, and the job situation didn't bother me as much, as I had never really had a full time job. Now, though, since I have a semi-decent paying job, I need something to go to.
The not having a place to go to kinda sucks as well. I can't really look at flats without being there, and most of the flats that I have seen online don't allow pets, or are in areas that I've been told that I wouldn't want to live in. And the pet thing is the most important of all, I'm not going anywhere that won't let me take my cat with me.
I'd like to be able to have someone look at places for me, but no one who lives there knows me well enough to know what I would be after as well. And if I don't have a job to go to, I won't be able to live in a place that I would like, because it's expensive to live alone. And then there's the cost of moving all of my things there, which won't be cheap.
There's so many things to think about at the moment, and so many decisions to make. It's times like this where I wish I was a child again, and didn't have to worry about all of these things. I could just be happy playing with toys. Not that I can't do that now, it's just that there's other things that have to be done. Blah, I'm just rambling now, so I'll end this here.

Thanks for reading my incoherent depressive ramblings. Hopefully I'll be back on track soon.

I'm back, baby!

Sorry loyal readers, but I took a brief hiatus from blogging. I decided that I couldn't be bothered for the week between Christmas and New Years, and probably won't be back to our regular schedule until next week, but I thought I'd make a post anyway.

So since I posted last... Wait, when did I post last? I should check that before I start to update what I've been upto...
OK, so, there's my past PSA, and my movie review, both of them were crappy, and then before that was a Minecraft post, and then about the heat we were getting. OK, now I'm up to date on what I have done last.

So since I last posted, I haven't really been upto much, been playing a lot of Minecraft, fuck that game is like crack. I think I'll be not playing as much now though, my interest in the game is waning, I do still like it, it's just that when I die and lose all my things, I don't feel like playing on that world any more. This has happened to me twice now, and I am sort of losing interest in the whole matter. Ah well, it'll leave me with more time for blogging and the such.
Christmas came and went. It was kind of a non-event for me this year, as it was last. I didn't have the money to fly home for the holidays, and my family can't really afford to fly down here. Such is life. I did get a phone call from my Dad though, which is good. Got updated with all the latest gossip from home, which isn't much and is mostly boring.
For Christmas I got $100 from my Dad, which is the usual present. It's quite handy as money is usually short at this time of the year, so I'm glad for it. And I got a tie with a Dalek on it, and tieclip with the TARDIS on it. Which is AWESOME! I loves it, and it will be my tie of choice when I go out wearing my suit now. Or when I go out wearing any sort of shirt that a tie will go with.
I saw my flatmate for Christmas, which is always a treat. I miss having her around when she isn't here, which she isn't very much. I spent most of the day at home playing on my computer, but ended up going around to a friends house in the evening and having a few drinks with friends, old and new.

Between Christmas and New Years I didn't do anything at all. I worked for three of the days, which was horrible, and then got another four day weekend. Which the last day of it is tomorrow, and I'm back to work on Monday. At 6am. Which will suck ass.
I didn't do anything for New Years, I was supposed to go around to a friends for a BBQ, and drinks, but I decided against it. I didn't really feel sociable.Mostly because I've been depressed again recently, which I'm not enjoying. I blame the fact that all of my friends are moving away. Granted I don't see these friends much, it means that I definitely won't see them much any more, since they won't even be living in the same town as me. Due to this, I have been contemplating moving cities as well.
Christchurch is where I'm thinking of moving to. I know that I'll be leaving a lot of friends behind in Dunedin, but I'll hopefully make new ones in Christchurch. And there'll be better opportunities there for me, job related and other things related.

Speaking of other things...
Sigh.
I saw one of my old old friends online the other night. I hadn't spoken to her for quite a while, so I messaged her and we started a video chat. I should add here that when I met her online years ago, I kind of fell for her. She is smart, and beautiful. The only problem being that she lives in the US and, well, I very much don't. So anyway, we start a video chat. She asked me if I would consider dating her again, which I told her that I don't do the whole long distance thing. It doesn't work for me, I've tried it before, heck, we've tried it before and it didn't work. Then she told me that she was looking at completing her doctorate in New Zealand. She might be coming to New Zealand. Of course, my answer then was yes, I would date her. I would love to.
Of course, at this great and happy news, you'd think that I would be all jovial and happy. But no, my brain doesn't work that way. For some fucked up reason, my brain sabotages all chances of happiness for me. I'm thinking that it's my subconsciousnesses way of not letting myself get my hopes up, by filling me with doubts and anxiety over the whole situation. Blaaaah.
But it does give me another reason to move to Christchurch, because that's where she'll be if she comes over here.

So that's been my past week or so. Filled with boring crap. I'll go back to doing my movie/DVD review and PSA next week, once I've settled back into things. These two four day weekends have been good, but they've messed up my schedule for doing crap like blogging.
My next PSA will be on Ninjas. So stay tuned!

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Thanks again! Goodnight all!